"I love you so bad"

This is a posting dedicated to my little Jevers. He is such a sweet boy! He always showers me with compliments, like, I will come in the room and he says "Oh Mommy, you look beautiful!" And he ALWAYS says, "Mommy I love you."
This morning, I am embarrassed to say, Jeven heard me utter in my overwhelmed state, "I just want to die." ( I know, I know, terrible!) He then said "You can't die, Mama. I need you to be alive. I love you too much."
And his latest, that just breaks my heart is "Mommy I love you so bad."

This is just a token picture of us taken last year at this time. If you notice, my hair was long...sniff sniff.